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I was never as skinny as I’d like to be. The lowest I ever was, at 130lbs, I am in these pictures. I was 17. I will get down to this and I will get lower.
Ana stages:
1. The “getting into it” stage:
-you think your just losing some weight in a healthy way
-you do lots of sports to live more “healthy”
-you eat like those fitness sites recommend it
2. The “realization” stage:
-you realize your getting anorexic
-you think ana’s just a good friend, you control her not she u
-you start binging, but won’t feel as guilty as you will later
-you think you can stop anytime, your thought:“Just until I reach my goal weight”
3. The “I’ve got it under control” stage
-you’re totally into this
-you binge SO OFTEN (or at least it feels like it cause 100cal a day seem to be way too much, so you’re basically always binging except when you fast)
-weightloss plateaus…
-“okay this is my cheat day, still, I’m not gonna eat too much” *starts eating* *INTERNALLY EATING*
-feel bad about just thinking of food
-STOMACH PAIN OMG
-you develop SO MUCH interest in make up and nail art and everything else to prepare for when your pretty and thin
-you feel like just making mistakes and binging all the time and not making any progress at all
-you’re most likely so damn depressed
-confusing the feeling of dizziness with being tired
-The stage when it’s harder to control yourself so you won’t eat to much, than eat nothing at all
-slowly realizing that you’re a fucked mess and that ana got you completely under control and that your body and ana are fighting a war because you’re struggling between eating everything there is in this entire world at once, and eating nothing at all for 72h
I got these shorts from my friends super skinny sister and they fit me last year when I got them(fat poured out), but today, I put them on with thick leggings and they’re still a only a little bit of space left.
They fit now because they’re high waisted which means that they go to the middle of my waist… not the bottom. ☠️
I want to be so skinny that no one can borrow my clothes because they can’t fit, not be the one who can’t fit into anyone’s clothes.
Why I NEED skinny..
To see my hips
To feel my arms fit closer to my sides
To feel my knee bones touch
To be able to touch my elbows together
So I can reach around behind me and do the hand cover vagina thing (some reason that is motivating)
Skinny poses that I generally can’t do because I’m fat
So I can BE the thinspo
So I can take pictures whenever I want, in whatever clothes I’m wearing
So I can rock Thigh highs, a huge sweater and cute boy shorts and nothing else!
To be able to run my hands over never before seen parts because I am now thin enough to see/ feel them
To see my shoulder bonesTo see my ribs again
So I look more pulled in instead of just fat spilling everywhere
No more muffin top and fat poking out of holes in pants
So I don’t have to wear huge sweaters to hide myself
To feel the control and accomplishment
To finally prove everyone wrong
To show everyone how hot I can be
The feeling of a baby thigh gap starting to form
To be able to see past my stomach
So see what my stomach and back look like without a mile of fat stuck on.
To not wear holes in all my pantsTo bend into certain positions without my rolls getting in the way
To be more confident
To have more self esteem
So when I fall I don’t get hurt as badly
So I don’t take up so much room on the bed
So I move faster and can get around easier
So my movements can be graceful again
To never hear that I “flop” on a couch ever again
To stop hearing people whisper about my weight
Because I’m sick of hearing everyone else being called thin and pretty
So my thighs don’t slap together when I walk fast or run
I can make friends, and they won’t just see me as my fat
I can walk anywhere without everyone’s eyes shooting directly to my biggest parts (thighs/stomach) instead of my face
So I can start to improve on other things in life without the fat holding me back
Better job opportunities/ opportunities in general
So people don’t get scared when I move close to them
So my boyfriend can pick me up and we can play around and have fun without me hurting him because I’m so fucking fat
So I can feel more comfortable naked around him
So girls won’t see me as a non-threat to them so they don’t try to fucking steal my boyfriend 😤
So I can wear the cute things he buys me
So I can fit into other people’s clothes
So I won’t be the fattest person I know
People respect you when you aren’t fat, and I won’t be a joke anymore
People will actually listen to me because Ill look like I can actually bust they ass instead of being this giant floppy marshmallow
To just be able to sit there and feel myself getting skinnier
So I can go to the gym or outside or for a jog and I won’t have to worry about my fat jumping around with me
Lil tiddies, nice booty ( booty should be the ONLY “fat” thing on me)
So showering is quicker
So existing isn’t so painful
So I no longer feel like I’m trapped in a fat suit
Because I’ve never been skinny, let alone been under 170. I’ve been fat my whole life
So the floor doesn’t creek so loudly when I walk
To be complimented
To be told that I am pretty/thin
So people get excited to hang out with me
So I stop intimidating people with my size
So I look more approachable
Because skinny girls are more likely to get what they want
me: i would dO ANYTHING TO BE SKINNY
“would you have a healthy balanced diet and exercise regularly?”
me: (((:
i don’t want to be healthy skinny. i want to be stick thin and doll-like. i want to be envied and adored.
Remember:
The less you weigh the harder it is to lose weight, because it takes more to burn calories. You burn a lot more calories being obese and working out than being a normal weight and working out the same amount.
I’ve lost around 10-20 pounds each month because I was overweight 3 months ago, and I’m at a higher “healthy” weight at the moment. If you are underweight, it’s going to be harder losing weight.